Manipulation

It’s always come easy to me since my early childhood to manipulate a situation to benefit a certain cause…usually myself. It mainly consists of reading the other person’s thoughts and counter-balnacing their thoughts with your own emotions.

I’ll play with their thoughts. Mingle with their current goal, and give and take it away momentarily until i get the information needed. Of course, it’s not full proof – rarely anything is. I do realize that one of these days there will be no way to alter a situation. So when that happens, even thought I’ll profusley abhor it. My hatred for the matter will not make the slightest difference to whatever will occur.

When that day comes, whether it’s tomorrow or a year, I can say I thought about it. Maybe I should stop being so manipulative. But then again that’s pretty much the only way you can get want you want in our world. So I guess until that day arrives, I’ll remain to manipulate a situation every now-and-then.

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Finally Connected

I was unable to locate a net terminal Thursday (moving day), so I couldn’t access the net. The network installers don’t come until tomorrow or Tuesday to install router cables. You may be wondering how I’m currently online-my computer runs off of a wireless network (Linsys). Apparently in my new neighborhood several other familys use the Linksys wireless network, and have failed to realize their network connections are unsecure. Enough said. Anyways, now that I’m online, I can at least say how the move went: the 8 hour drive was incredibly boring and I either read, slept, listened to my iPod, stared off into the abyss, or played my younger brother’s PSP (which is quite addictive by-the-way).

Once we arrived we stayed overnight at a very nice hotel. When I say, ‘very nice,’ I mean it in the sense of that because the hotel room had, well 3 rooms (oh, and a little kitchen). The next morning we moved into our new house, and I assisted the movers with unpacking the two trucks for 11 hours. A day has passed since we got all of our stuff and so far, unusually, nothing’s turned up missing. (ha ha) Other than that the move’s been great. I love being a Virginian again (oh, I neglected to mention I moved from South Carolina).

Being the second day, we’re still unpacking all of the boxes. I just finished playing the PS2 for 2 1/2 hours. Ace Combat Zero is one of the best games I’ve ever played. Then I got online, and now I’m here. Ta-da! (ha ha) Maybe I’ll post some pictures of my new house tomorrow, or maybe even later today. I don’t know.

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Always A Beginning

I’ve never really blogged before. I’ve created many for my friends. It’s just awkward using anothers fine handiwork. I’m one to create things for myself unless I truly either don’t feel like making it, or just can’t. I have to admit, WorPress is quite amazing. Simple and sturdy. Anyways, I’m new to this whole blog thing and I’m not sure where to begin. I don’t really want to post my true thoughts, that’s not oblivious to me. And I realize some emotions need be filtered out. But, where does one begin? I guess in a way I’m in need of assistance. I know tomorrow I’ll have something to talk about because tomorrow’s moving day: I’m moving back to Virginia. I’ll fill you, if anyone’s reading, in on the move tomorrow.

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